It's not about you.

I can genuinely say I wake up everyday a happy human. Don’t get me wrong, I have my rollercoaster days too. And lately, the days have had more loops than hills but it all boils down to me finding a large dose of confidence in myself on those upside down days. The “can I, will I, should I’s” Ya gotta dig deep when there is no one around to pick you up and how the heck do you do it? It’s like that one lost sock you can’t find in the laundry. This is me, 5am, pondering, trying to figure it all out as I stared at myself in the mirror, laughing at my crazy morning hair and the makeup I forgot to take off, I had to remind myself to first walk away from the mirror, eek, second—to get out of my own way, its so much more than a “you’ve got this” sometimes and I think that’s the secret right there—finding motivation in deleting the ego & lecture my own ass in saying girl...it’s not about you. Well, It is, yeah, yeah, it’s my journey— I get that. yessss, but when I’m digging for that ounce of confidence outside of my own little bubble and need to communicate with other people orrrr when I’m connecting to spirit— it’s about them, period. At the end of the day, when ego is removed and kindness, compassion, strength, courage, etc.. all that good, yummy stuff takes its place— the universe gives back. hashtag: TRUTH! and then ya go get coffee. done.